Dian (1976 - ….)

I call you faith. For passion, never ending love, unstoppable desire, and unfortunately, a hope that always floats. I listen to every word you whisper in my ear. That you will love me always. “You’re the one that I love most,” that’s what you told me. I believed that, but sometimes I feel that you feel the same way to, to her. I don’t know, you treat us the same way. Sometimes I got sick of it. But what can I do? I love you.
Yose wrote in the mailist today, such an inspiring. When a wife pray for patience, then God gives her a sick husband. So, the woman spent all time waiting and praying for her husband’s health. She took care of her husband, and there you go, she became a patient wife.
And today, I just realize, maybe this is God’s answer for what I pray for. I pray for you. For your happiness, health, love life, and above all this, I’m sorry that I have to say, I pray for our love. I really hope that one day, we could spend all the time together. Just you and me. Waking up every morning watching our beloved one smile. Watching you. Dreaming of raising kids together.
I’ll be waiting until that day.
2010