Happiness lies in your hand
It took me much too long to understand
How it could be
Until you shared your secret with me
Something’s comin’ over me
My baby’s got a secret mmm
(Secret – Madonna)
Every time I feel sad, down and unhappy, I remember that lyric and try to smile. I always blame on someone else before. When I was sad, I look back and getting mad at someone as if she/he responsible to what I felt.
But from now on, I try to look inside. Alright, here is the new step I’m trying to do.
Blaming on someone (could be someone else, or my self) Being upset, destroy all the things around and try to mess my self. Crying all the night and half the day.
Trying hard not to blame anyone or anything. Trying harder to look at every problem as a lesson to learn. Crying for apologize, happiness, blessing the day.
No longer frowner in my self. Happy, cheerful smiler in my self will be appear all the time.