Dian (1976 - ….)

Happiness lies in your hand

It took me much too long to understand

How it could be

Until you shared your secret with me

Something’s comin’ over me

My baby’s got a secret mmm

(Secret – Madonna)

Every time I feel sad, down and unhappy, I remember that lyric and try to smile. I always blame on someone else before. When I was sad, I look back and getting mad at someone as if she/he responsible to what I felt.

But from now on, I try to look inside. Alright, here is the new step I’m trying to do.

BEFORE

Blaming on someone (could be someone else, or my self) Being upset, destroy all the things around and try to mess my self. Crying all the night and half the day.

NOW

Trying hard not to blame anyone or anything. Trying harder to look at every problem as a lesson to learn. Crying for apologize, happiness, blessing the day.

THEN

No longer frowner in my self. Happy, cheerful smiler in my self will be appear all the time.