Dian (1976 - ….)

Goldfish (G): Hey clownfish, is that ok, if i share my heart with you?

Clownfish (C): It’s ok, Goldie… I don’t think you share your heart.

G: But i’m still with my lover when i’m with you.

C: Maybe i’m stupid, deaf or blind, of just as falling in love as Juliet, but everytime i’m with you, i don’t feel that you shared your heart with other. You always make me feel, like, you know, like i’m the only one.

G: But i can’t prmise you anything Clownie

C: I’m not asking you anything. You’re sunshine, moonlite, shining star in the sky. You have the unlimited energy to brighten up the world. There is no reason for you to shine only on me. I’m scared of being burnt if you do that.

G: but this relationship has no destination

C: Should we all have a destination?

G: I think so

C: Have you ever had an unreached destination?

G: *thinking* once

C: What did you do then?

G: I tried t make another visible one

C: If we both don’t bother by any destination, i think we will feel more alive. just do what we want to do.

G: i still don’t get it

C: that’s ok, the only thing i want you to get is, feel my love.

this conversation is a celebration note of an anniversary of the meeting of two fishes from two different places. deep down the sea surrounding by friends n enemies and privacy of bowl.

5th of July 2008